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Friday, March 10, 2006
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life is so unpredictable,
everything can happen just at the next moment or tomorrow!!!! you won't know wat is it, until it happen just right in front of you!!!! it can be a serious matter and bringing you a sad memory and remain in your memory forever....just like a scar that can't be heal and remain in your heart!!!
this morning received a call from my mum....is really shock when i heard the news, my mind just blank off, can't think of anything to say, then i just keep silent and hearing wat my mum is talking!! this is the news that i dun want to hear in my life, because it does a sad memory, make me feel heart pain and remain a scar in my heart!! my cousin passed away last night, he still young, just 19 only...why he just leave us like that, grandmum just passed away last month!! is really being a great 'da ji' for me....i was crying, and crying....can't take it anymore!! i can't help anything, just stand aside and accept wat is happen in front of me!!! '_' this suddenly happen, all my family members can't believe it, and never thought of it................i think the last time i saw him was the time i went back during the study break ( 18.2.2006)..when the time i reached home, we all decided to go to genting for 1 day, he just sit beside me and we were having fun all the way to genting.. i never thought that this was the last time we went out together, seeing each other, take photos and having fun......now my hp only have one photo that belong me and him...thats the only photo i have..just same as my grandmum and i....only have 1 photo..these 2 photos will become my precious one and never delete it....i suddenly lost 2 of my family members just in 2 month, how come our life is so short and unpredictable!!! why???
i was thinking that this coming 18 march, i will be going back to hometown and all of us will be going to genting again...we had promised for this since that day, why he doesn't keep the promise....we will be going together, but now i will be alone....sad..sad..!!!!
i feel that i had change a lot, whether in mind or emotion...i dun like these, hate ' xian zai de wo'....now every day seem to be a sad day for me....heart feel pain......
我的内心世界已变成了灰色地带!
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