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♥ Sunday, October 29, 2006 ♥
当你心的心在为他的所作所为而痛的时候,他知道吗??
为他而流泪,心在隐隐作痛,就像被刀刺伤一样的痛,他也会感觉到心疼吗??
他了解吗, 明白吗??他会顾虑到你的感受吗??
为甚么知道会伤害到你的心和自尊,他还是一错在错呢??
为甚么这么的自私呢??
该怎么办呢,该放弃吗。。。可是又放不下。。
让时间慢慢的把这些不愉快的回忆给冲淡吧!!!!
♥ Last Written @1:19 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ♥
23 October 2006
meet up with teresa for dinner @ long john silver..hee..
but the coleslaw there make us feel...yeee.....
bought a necklace @ dhoby ghaut exchange...choosen by teresa..hee...thanks wor..i like it very much..i also like yours wor, but i think i am not suitable for heee...not match myself...it suits you better...
24 October 2006
feel a bit boring after having my lunch..got nothing to do cos i didn't join my cousins to the Kusu Island...go there i think i also feel boring also..
dunno why...these few days just feel like unhappy and dunno the reason...
so online and start blogging..maybe because of i am too free le la..will think of a lot of things that make me feel uncomfortable and sad also...
today, all those sad sad memories suddenly pop up in my mind...feel like crying today..but i know i won't let myself to do tat..i will try to control myself...i suddenly think of my cousin who has passed away few months ago..dunno how is he doing now?? maybe he having a good life at the other wonderland hope he is fine...miss my grandmother also, i always will like think of all the past sweet memories that she has given to me and the fun time we have when i helping to do house chores...but now both of no longer in my world now...they had leave me...
i am sure that i can recover from all these.. i am sure i can do it....
last thursday meet up with a new friend for a dinner...feel paiseh cos make him wait for me as when i about to leave the company, my manager suddenly got urgent thing need me to help her..so no choice, just have to help then can go off...actually is helping her to sort out all the proxy forms for tmr afternoon meeting..cos tmr all my colleagues won't be free as they need to attend meeting/..
i left a msg for him and request whether can meet up at a later time..haha..he can wait for me...thanks..so i quickly finish up my work and knock off...walked to chinatown MRT station..think this is 1st i meeting friend there..reach there a bit earlier and tried to figure out the place...
wait at the control station..finally he came...so he brought me to the food street there...Food street??? have i been there before?? sound familiar...reached there, haha..always been there..just that i dunno the street is call food street...
chit-chat there and went home at around 10 plus.....good night...
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♥ Monday, October 23, 2006 ♥
19 October 2006
today's work load, i am still can cope with it....
today i need to attend the training which conducted by one of the senoir manager in our department...feel tired and my mind also not there..haha...but still can absorb some of the important points...
my colleagues did noticed that my mind not there wor...cos when the manager asked us to refer to the Companies Act, i dunno wat am i doing i just looking at my notes without doing anything..even my colleagues asked me to open it up, i still blur blur and dunno wat they are talking about...until they point the Companies Act and said they need to refer to the particular section..OPPS..wat happen to me..thinking something or think of someone...oh no....haiz...i have to be more concentrate already la, if not i won't gain anything from the training session.
received call from teresa..hee...going to meet her for dinner..both of us very funny lei..cos we dunno where to have dinner..and we discuss and discuss and finally we decide go to PS to take a look 1st..so at the end we decide to have dinner at the Kopitiam..the food court there very crowded lei, and we have to spend some time to find a place..haiz..everyday like that, have to think wat to eat and to find place...
after tat, shop around with teresa and we did chat a lot...yeah...
we left the place at around 9 plus ba....
20 October 2006..
shopping day with my cousins..heez..
having a long time didn't went out with my cousins lor since i started working at LA..
at 1st today wanna go back to office to clear some of the file and documents but becos i wake up so change my mind..
after having lunch, we then heading to Vivo CIty...the bus very crowded also...when we reached the habourfront bus stop, i get shocked when i saw the queue at the bus interchange there..u know wat, a lot of ppl is queueing for the bus to Sentosa..oh MG..the queue is damn long...
when we get into viv city...i almost faint also, crowded again..and we get lost also..haha..cos we couldn't find the escalator down to B2...i wanna go candy empire..in the end, we decided to cut through the carparl and finally we found the way to B2...wah wah wah...both food court also crowded with ppl having dinner...
without think of anything, me n my cousins quickly go to Candy Empire..well well well..look at the queue in the candy's shop..super duper long also..everybody is busy grapping their favourite tibits and chocolates wor..found my favourite tibits, pop corn coated with caramel...Opps!! i go queue 1st while my cousins go to look for other stuff...like that is more faster...clever clever..
having dinner at Thai Express...i ordered the Fire Noodles..hee..the food there is nice...hope can have another meal at this restaurant nxt time..
we went to the 3rd level...from here we can see the merlion at Sentosa..the scenery is nice..having a nice day with my cousins..we chat a lot and LOL...haha....
bye bye....
at level 3...nice...
outside vivo city... here are the place that we chat a lot and LOL...
feel good when chatting with my cousins..we also share a lot of jokes..'cold'
me and my cousin...
♥ Last Written @12:37 PM
♥ Saturday, October 21, 2006 ♥
well..i admit that i getting more n more emotional and can't tolerate wat she has done to me ever since she has move to aunt's house and live with us...maybe i think too much or wat..or her character just different from me...
why she just like always wants to ask me those kind of irrelevant question..can't think of it then ask or not ark..haiz..really can't stand it..ya.maybe i am too emotional or wat or i dun have a good mood on that particular day..or that day is my blue day..i really find that i did change a lot..Especially my character..dunno why also..for the past, no matter wat question she asked me i always can give her the question patiently, and wont show her 'face colour'..can she stop asking y i always come back late, where am i going, going with who, go there for wat..oh no...u expect me to answer all these kind of qns everyday mei..like making report to you like that..oh my goodness gracious..i am not going to answer ok..u may think i have attitude problem, or dun like u or u feel like i am very 'jiao ao'..i am fine with it, u wan think it this way, up to you!!! i am dun care, or u go n complain to your mum...i am also dun mind...i enough of it already, suffer for abt 10 yrs ++ since i was a child..dun ever interface my problem ok..i dun like, i dun like...
just like today, i am using my lappie to decorate my photos and she suddenly ask me whethe her photo got inside my lappie or not...eh..i suddenly feel ('.')'''..how come u ask me this kind of qns..haiz..do u know how i answer her qns..i said why my lappie have ur photo?? maybe she interpret wrongly that i am not willing to answer her question..and u know wat did she said she siad y i answer her question with this kind tone and she even said i am very...haiz..i am speechless..she wants to say whatever bad abt me i dun care already la..i just ignore it..
when i can become the past of me...i wan me back...can tolerate her and patient..maybe it is true for ppl said that there is a limit for our patient..really true..this already happen on myself...i still remember that when i was in secondary school..got one day i went to my best friend house to do some discussion and that day my mother was out left my aunt, cousins(of course including her la),and grandmum(miss her very much)..that day i went out until evening then went home..as my mum not at home then i will have to ask my aunt to come to my friend's house to fetch me back..then i make a call back and she answer the call..i ask her to inform her mum that i wanna go back home and whether she can come n fetch me or not..then wat had happen..i really really burst out and throwing my anger to her..i feel damn angry and paiseh cos I never behave like this before just right in front of my friend…do u know that how she answer me when I asked her whether she can help me ask her mum to come n fetch..she said that u went out until so late still wan ppl go fetch u, my mum not free and she keep on dragging the time and dun wan ask her mum to answer my call..she keep on saying that her mum not free and want to walk back..i scold that u always like this one, like to say some sarcastic words to other ppl and doesn’t know this will hurt the ppl that listen to it..always like to provoke ppl doesn’t care abt ppl..this is wat I really really doesn’t like abt her…so wat even if u like those kind of quiet ppl, soft spoken and sometime I can’t even hear wat she say and need her to repeat again and again and again..she always think that she talk very loud..oh please, speak until so soft still want to say very loud…got something wrong with u ark…well, we really can’t ppl by the cover sia..then, I say no need to trouble ur mum, I will walk back myself..at the end I really walk back myself and when I reached home, she still dare to ask me why didn’t ask her mum to go n fetch me..what the hell..still dare to say this, I already very angry and showing her the BLACK FACE already…idiot….
Now…this come back to me again…I still figuring how to live with her under the same roof..oh my goodness gracious….hope she dun make me angry and more angry…I wont entertain her and answer all those ‘qns’…pray hard…..
Dun wan to talk anymore…
Feel more comfortable now after complaining so much…..
Good night..
♥ Last Written @4:57 PM
♥ Friday, October 20, 2006 ♥
How do I live without youI want to know
How do I breathe without youIf you ever go
How do I ever , ever survive How do I , How do I , How do I live
當你的淚在微笑中滑落 回憶的風 吹著我走 我卻情願停留
當一顆心到時間的盡頭 呼吸也會痛可是我記得 你給我的夢
每一天在你的懷裡等待每一夜我感覺你的存在 走過傷害我回頭看是永遠都燦爛的愛
這一次我決定勇敢去愛這一次我陪你看到未來
So how do I livehow do I livehow do I live without you
當世界都遺忘我的時候 你的一切 對我來說 緊握才能擁有
我明白一份真愛的背後 藏著苦和憂心痛的時候 更深刻感受
每一天在你的懷裡等待每一夜我感覺你的存在 走過傷害我回頭看是永遠都燦爛的愛
這一次我決定勇敢去愛這一次我陪你看到未來
So how do I livehow do I livehow do Ilive without you And tell me now
每一天在你的懷裡等待每一夜我感覺你的存在 走過傷害我回頭看是永遠都燦爛的愛
這一次我決定勇敢去愛這一次我陪你看到未來
So how do I livehow do I livehow do I live without you
是永遠都燦爛的愛這一次我決定勇敢去愛這一次我陪你看到未來
So how do I livehow do I livehow do Ilive without you
How do I live without you How do I breathe without you
♥ Last Written @3:40 PM
♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006 ♥
6 October 2006
going back to my hometown this day...mid-autumn festival and my cousin's ROM..
feeling happy lei..i can attend to their ROM..hee..
really really relax and feel happy that i can go back to my hometown..can get to see my parents, brother and sisters also...we really having a long time didn't having such gathering that all of us come back..normally my house only have parents and my little sis...and my pets..the 3 doggies...haha..love them sia...
this round going back i did remember to buy some foods for them..they were so happy when heard that i got some nice foods for them to eat..they keep on following me and want me to give them foods..haha...
other than i also got meet up with my friends wor,...sek hao n peng cheng...heee..long time nv see them liao..going out with and 'lim teh' at the mamak stall n the new opening's cafe...having a nice chat with them...
♥ Last Written @10:35 PM
♥ Thursday, October 12, 2006 ♥
Almost forget abt my blog liao..haha…well let me recall wat has happened for the past few week…
29 September 2006
This is the day that everyone is waiting for…our Company Dinner & Dance…wao…the theme same as my school’s prom nite.Masquerade..but this D&D is totally different from the school one..
Today all of us can leave company more earlier than usual..we can leave at 3pm..haha..of course la, we need some time to ‘da ban da ban’..go to cindy’s house to change my clothes whereas elisa will be follow teresa…haha…yeah yeah….
Both of us busy bathing and changing our clothes, put on make up, pack bag and waiting for lis call as we will be going together…
The night we all really enjoy the show and the environment is totally different frm our sch’s prom nite…the D&D is fun and we even go up the stage and dance wor..cindy & I even go for the airbrush tattoo..haha…happy sia..although it is not the real one..tempted to have a real one…
Too bad sia, I didn’t win a lucky draw…nvm la as long as I am having fun there, taking photos with my friends and colleagues..
D&D end at around 11plus…we all take this opportunity to take photo again..after that we all went to starbucks to have a drink…chit-chat until 2 plus we then leave the place..by the time I reach home already 3 plus liao..
30 September 2006
Mummy happy birthday…hee…
Today wake up early as I need to go to JB to visit my sis and buy mooncakes also..mid-autumn festival is around the corner..6 October…
Feel angry for this day…my sis late for 2 hours plus..make me wait for her outside the Mc-donald there…really really angry as I already told her that I will be reached there on time so she may wants to come out early and wait me…
Well…she treat me for dinner..haha…the food at the HK restaurant is nice..wanna go another time again..
City square so crowded…everyone is busy trying and choosing mooncake..for me, no need to think wat to buy cos my mum already told which type of mooncake she like so I no need to headache wat to buy for her..whereas for my aunt..Opps..need to try around and then decide which stall should I buy from..end up I buy the 4 different flavours ‘bin pi’ mooncakes and 2 different flavour traditional mooncake…
Shop around with my sis..and having meal with her @ wang ko restaurant…like the rice and the wanton soup…must go n try again..yummy yummy…
Today also an unlucky day for me…tell u wat..while I am go back to SG, normally we need to by pass a scanning machine..that day dunno wat had happen, the machine didn’t alarm that I did bring illegal stuff into SG…then I think it is ok for me to take my bags and just leave custom..
Who knows that the police there suddenly stop me and ask some weird question…he asked me whether I got smoke and buy cigarette from m’sia..am I look like a smoker?? I dun think so lor…as that I also go do the airbrush tattoo with my sis, mine is on my hand…the police also asked me whether the tattoo is the real one or not…of course I say no…dun want to make trouble for myself…I can’t think of if I really said it is a real one…haha..feel so paiseh..that time I am the only teenage that stop by the police and request for checking..haiz…reach home safely..
1 October 2006
Wake up early also..
Guess where am I going today…
I will going to sentosa again…this time round is go with my m’sia friends – chien wei, ji ming, sek hao, wen yao, xiao di…
I no need to think where we should go..chien wei already plan for it so I no need to worry..we go to underwaterworld..inside there, I saw the sea angels..they are so small, cute and having a striking orange colour on their body..the sea angels live in a very very cold place whch located at north side…wao…
After that, we move on to the dolphin lagoon..the pink dolphins so cute ..i wanna to take photos with them but need to pay for 13 bucks 1st wor..then I dun wan already la..
Nxt..we go to take sky-rider and the lude….so fun sia….especially the lude..wanna play one more time…anyone interested to go??
Next destination??? The beach..go to pahlawan beach again…chat a lot with my friends..good sia..well.. I am also the one that being question by all of them..haiz..poor ailing right..
Feel happy too…y??I go n touch a dog lei..the doggie look like doesn’t afraid of stranger one..when I asked to come over my place, it really did it lei…happy happy…it look very curious and smell my hand..hee…when I about to go for bath, it come near to me again…touch its head and do u know that when say sit, it really know wat am I talking abt lei, it really sit down there and let me touch its head..can I bring it home?? Sure cannot la, dreaming can la…its owner is there, reading book…no choice, say good bye to doggie and go bathing…
Now is our dinner time..where should we go for dinner…eh..this question have to ask chien wei liao la..the activity planner…LOL…
Our dinner place is at marina south’s zheng fa huo hai xian wor…wao….think of it…yummy yummy lei…
We all having fun and enjoy the foods there..the foods there really nice and fresh also..gals, nxt time we should go there n try it out…. Got to stop here…other days then update again….
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