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Thursday, January 25, 2007
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went back to my hometown last weekend...was very worry that cos my hometown there still raining and got flood also..
mummy keep on remind me before went back to jmth must remember give her a call so that she can let me know the latest news...so scare that i can't go back...i already take 1 day leave on 19 Jan....no matter wat, i will go back to jmth..this is wat i want....lucky i no need to buy bus ticket cos..i got driver to fetch me back...
went back together with my sis and cousin...almost all of them going back to jmth...having a long didn't have such happy feeling...cos recently my mood no so good and easily get angry...well...i am also very suprise that i will behave like that cos for the past i never like this before..maybe when a person growing up, the more problem that need to face to and solving it...think this is the process and become part of our daily life...
hope my unhappy things can quickly go away...and i can faster forget those bad and sad memories..i only want to keep those sweet and happy one in my mind...time pass very fast..my grandmum already passed away for 1 year time already..still miss her...but i haven get back the photo that i took with her during chinese new year...haiz...i am so careless when went shopping @ JB, i lost my HP and of course lost all my precious photos....that time i really really really feel very upset and dunno wat to do..but now lucky can get back one of the photo that took with my cousin...almost 1 year already...
funny thing happen when i went last weekend..my cousin said that he wanna introduce guy to me lei....he asked me whether i gt bf in singapore?? i said no, then he asked me back why dun wan to find one, and dun believe that i dun hv....
well, i said really dun hv, then why not u help me find one lor..haha...i am just joking only lei...the next day night we went to segamat to shop for a while and went out with his brother to have supper at the cafe there....then they got bring their friend along...while i chatting with my other cousins, he suddenly said his friend want to know my name and where i work...i am so shock lei...i never think that he will ask all these qns lei....haiz...anyhow answer..
my cousin said why i like that...find 1 guy for u, u dun wan....anyhow answer his qns.....halo, i am just joking only, how i know u will really go n find 1 for me wor.....so funny...haha...also good la, can know a new friend...
that day went out with chien wei..only he and myself..both of us...haha...always can share a lot of my personal thing with him..he is one of my best friend...he knows me well...during our dinner, i almost cried out in front of him because of some of his questions..make me think of my grandmum, cousin and mummy...he said that sometimes i am very scary cos i will suddenly keep quiet and other won't know wat had happen to me just that i didn't notice only....then he said i am very emotional, yup..is true..i admit..especially when i encounter the problem that happen to my family....he also told me that when we went to genting, i also like that..suddenly keep quiet and showing a unhappy face and look sad...seem like got a lot thing troubling me...
i didn't told him the reason why i will behave like that..the main reason is, i think of my cousin...thinking of the sweet time that we went to genting together, went to the same place, took photo at the same place...when think of all these thing, i know my eyes already full with tears...if i keep on thinking, i am sure my tears will drop from my eyes...i dun wan to scare them and make them worry abt me...i always wan to be happy in front of them...let myself suffer with all those problems..i know i can do it....just sometimes need some break and rest to clear my mind...
this coming chinese new year, i will be going back to jmth on 15 feb...feel happy got so many days holiday..can stay there more longer and chat with my mummy...last time when she got to work, we seldom have time to talk to each other..when she back frm she already very tired and need to get some rest...i know she very tired but sometimes she will chat with me for a while...bless that i have a nice mummy that always place her daughters and son in the 1st place....thats y i always worry abt her....
this CNY, will be a very different one, some of them no longer be with us...feel like left out something, not complete./...slowly i will get used to it...
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